a sick joke

So seriously. Someone is playing a sick joke on me. Is it REALLY April? April? Really? damn. my fiance turned 27 last Friday, and I turn 25 3 sundays from now. wow. it's April.

In other scary shit

I'm getting married. Yes. Me. married. MARRIED. I'm a little freaked about it actually. Exited, yes. Happy, yes- but also freaked. I don't know why though. It's not like I don't already know that Tim and I are going to be together forever, it's been almost 10 years. 10. Ten. In 4 months. less than 4 months. but married? that's like... you know what? Fuck it. It's so infrequent that you hear that someone's actually happy in their relationship. there's nothing scary about getting married. Except the debt (cue lightbulb over head) AHA! that's what it is! the fact that everything goes up 300% every time you mention the "W" word- but we're having a halloween party... heh. In all seriousness, I love my future husband. He's a really great man. smart, funny, absolutely adorable. Really. I can't wait to really call him my HUSBAND!

I'm sorry I'm repeating a lot of stuff. really. It's just the way I speak, so it's the way I write, too. a lot of stuff is pretty unbelieveable to me, and I'm the one it's happening to!
So the date is fast-approaching! it's in October, 2011. I can't decide on the 8th or the 15th I've been saying the 8th, but I like the 15th, too. Gives us another week. LOL

We're also going to be doing a lot of the stuff ourselves, the centre pieces, the favours, the invitations I'm not too sure who we're going to get to cater though...Tim wants the little Mexican place that's basically beside the hall, but I'm not sure who I want. Mexican is good I guess. I've eaten there once, on halloween, and it was really good. I had a burrito. lol. nice people, too.

we're going to sit down tomight after dinner and decide some stuff. get more exact dates and numbers. tim asked his mom to do a guest list, and she still hasn't. ANNOYING!! but i'm sure I'll get in to more interesting fights with her along the way. lol

xo
T